Intro Gm Gm Cm Gm
[Verse 1]
Gm
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
Dm Gm
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Gm
Fake friends with a camera phone
Dm Gm
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
D#
This home of mine
Gm
I see it in my dreams
F
Where everyone looks happy
Gm
And everyone still likes me
D#
This home of mine
Gm
I miss it all the time
F
What happened to this family?
Gm
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
Gm
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Cm Gm
Being thoughtful can be so hard
Gm
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
Cm Gm
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
Gm D#
This heart of minе
Gm
Gets blacker all the time
F
Affection makes me nauseous
Gm
Believe me, I don't want this
D#
I hurt my blood tonight
Gm
I made my sisters cry
F
I never say, "I love you"
Gm
Even though I want to
D#
I'm just my father's son
Gm
My mother's kid
F
C# shitty brother
Gm
I'm nobody's friend
D#
This is all my fault
Gm
I only make you cry
F
I don't deserve this family
Gm
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
D#
'Cause I let you down
Gm
And I lost my fucking mind
F
Then everything got messy
Cm
And everyone got angry
D#
I cursed my blood tonight
Gm
It happens all the time
Dm
Is everyone against me?
Gm
Has everyone goddamned me?
Cm Gm
What happened to this family?
F Gm
What happened to this family?
D# Gm
What happened to this family?
F Gm
What happened to this family?
Cm Gm F Gm
[Breakdown]
Gm
Don't hate me
Gm
Don't hate me
Dm Gm
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
D#
I hate goodbyes
Gm
So cringey, I could die
F
We only say, "I love you"
Gm
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
D#
And most families lie
Gm
But I meant it every time
F
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect