Intro Bm Bm Em Bm
[Verse 1]
Bm
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
F#m Bm
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Bm
Fake friends with a camera phone
F#m Bm
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
G
This home of mine
Bm
I see it in my dreams
A
Where everyone looks happy
Bm
And everyone still likes me
G
This home of mine
Bm
I miss it all the time
A
What happened to this family?
Bm
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
Bm
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Em Bm
Being thoughtful can be so hard
Bm
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
Em Bm
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
Bm G
This heart of minе
Bm
Gets blacker all the time
A
Affection makes me nauseous
Bm
Believe me, I don't want this
G
I hurt my blood tonight
Bm
I made my sisters cry
A
I never say, "I love you"
Bm
Even though I want to
G
I'm just my father's son
Bm
My mother's kid
A
F shitty brother
Bm
I'm nobody's friend
G
This is all my fault
Bm
I only make you cry
A
I don't deserve this family
Bm
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
G
'Cause I let you down
Bm
And I lost my fucking mind
A
Then everything got messy
Em
And everyone got angry
G
I cursed my blood tonight
Bm
It happens all the time
F#m
Is everyone against me?
Bm
Has everyone goddamned me?
Em Bm
What happened to this family?
A Bm
What happened to this family?
G Bm
What happened to this family?
A Bm
What happened to this family?
Em Bm A Bm
[Breakdown]
Bm
Don't hate me
Bm
Don't hate me
F#m Bm
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
G
I hate goodbyes
Bm
So cringey, I could die
A
We only say, "I love you"
Bm
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
G
And most families lie
Bm
But I meant it every time
A
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect