Intro Em Em Am Em
[Verse 1]
Em
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
Bm Em
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Em
Fake friends with a camera phone
Bm Em
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
C
This home of mine
Em
I see it in my dreams
D
Where everyone looks happy
Em
And everyone still likes me
C
This home of mine
Em
I miss it all the time
D
What happened to this family?
Em
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
Em
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Am Em
Being thoughtful can be so hard
Em
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
Am Em
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
Em C
This heart of minе
Em
Gets blacker all the time
D
Affection makes me nauseous
Em
Believe me, I don't want this
C
I hurt my blood tonight
Em
I made my sisters cry
D
I never say, "I love you"
Em
Even though I want to
C
I'm just my father's son
Em
My mother's kid
D
A# shitty brother
Em
I'm nobody's friend
C
This is all my fault
Em
I only make you cry
D
I don't deserve this family
Em
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
C
'Cause I let you down
Em
And I lost my fucking mind
D
Then everything got messy
Am
And everyone got angry
C
I cursed my blood tonight
Em
It happens all the time
Bm
Is everyone against me?
Em
Has everyone goddamned me?
Am Em
What happened to this family?
D Em
What happened to this family?
C Em
What happened to this family?
D Em
What happened to this family?
Am Em D Em
[Breakdown]
Em
Don't hate me
Em
Don't hate me
Bm Em
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
C
I hate goodbyes
Em
So cringey, I could die
D
We only say, "I love you"
Em
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
C
And most families lie
Em
But I meant it every time
D
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect