Intro Dm Dm Gm Dm
[Verse 1]
Dm
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
Am Dm
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Dm
Fake friends with a camera phone
Am Dm
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
A#
This home of mine
Dm
I see it in my dreams
C
Where everyone looks happy
Dm
And everyone still likes me
A#
This home of mine
Dm
I miss it all the time
C
What happened to this family?
Dm
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
Dm
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Gm Dm
Being thoughtful can be so hard
Dm
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
Gm Dm
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
Dm A#
This heart of minе
Dm
Gets blacker all the time
C
Affection makes me nauseous
Dm
Believe me, I don't want this
A#
I hurt my blood tonight
Dm
I made my sisters cry
C
I never say, "I love you"
Dm
Even though I want to
A#
I'm just my father's son
Dm
My mother's kid
C
G# shitty brother
Dm
I'm nobody's friend
A#
This is all my fault
Dm
I only make you cry
C
I don't deserve this family
Dm
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
A#
'Cause I let you down
Dm
And I lost my fucking mind
C
Then everything got messy
Gm
And everyone got angry
A#
I cursed my blood tonight
Dm
It happens all the time
Am
Is everyone against me?
Dm
Has everyone goddamned me?
Gm Dm
What happened to this family?
C Dm
What happened to this family?
A# Dm
What happened to this family?
C Dm
What happened to this family?
Gm Dm C Dm
[Breakdown]
Dm
Don't hate me
Dm
Don't hate me
Am Dm
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
A#
I hate goodbyes
Dm
So cringey, I could die
C
We only say, "I love you"
Dm
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
A#
And most families lie
Dm
But I meant it every time
C
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect