Intro Fm Fm A#m Fm
[Verse 1]
Fm
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
Cm Fm
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Fm
Fake friends with a camera phone
Cm Fm
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
C#
This home of mine
Fm
I see it in my dreams
D#
Where everyone looks happy
Fm
And everyone still likes me
C#
This home of mine
Fm
I miss it all the time
D#
What happened to this family?
Fm
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
Fm
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
A#m Fm
Being thoughtful can be so hard
Fm
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
A#m Fm
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
Fm C#
This heart of minе
Fm
Gets blacker all the time
D#
Affection makes me nauseous
Fm
Believe me, I don't want this
C#
I hurt my blood tonight
Fm
I made my sisters cry
D#
I never say, "I love you"
Fm
Even though I want to
C#
I'm just my father's son
Fm
My mother's kid
D#
B shitty brother
Fm
I'm nobody's friend
C#
This is all my fault
Fm
I only make you cry
D#
I don't deserve this family
Fm
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
C#
'Cause I let you down
Fm
And I lost my fucking mind
D#
Then everything got messy
A#m
And everyone got angry
C#
I cursed my blood tonight
Fm
It happens all the time
Cm
Is everyone against me?
Fm
Has everyone goddamned me?
A#m Fm
What happened to this family?
D# Fm
What happened to this family?
C# Fm
What happened to this family?
D# Fm
What happened to this family?
A#m Fm D# Fm
[Breakdown]
Fm
Don't hate me
Fm
Don't hate me
Cm Fm
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
C#
I hate goodbyes
Fm
So cringey, I could die
D#
We only say, "I love you"
Fm
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
C#
And most families lie
Fm
But I meant it every time
D#
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect