Intro Am Am Dm Am
[Verse 1]
Am
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
Em Am
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Am
Fake friends with a camera phone
Em Am
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
F
This home of mine
Am
I see it in my dreams
G
Where everyone looks happy
Am
And everyone still likes me
F
This home of mine
Am
I miss it all the time
G
What happened to this family?
Am
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
Am
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Dm Am
Being thoughtful can be so hard
Am
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
Dm Am
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
Am F
This heart of minе
Am
Gets blacker all the time
G
Affection makes me nauseous
Am
Believe me, I don't want this
F
I hurt my blood tonight
Am
I made my sisters cry
G
I never say, "I love you"
Am
Even though I want to
F
I'm just my father's son
Am
My mother's kid
G
D# shitty brother
Am
I'm nobody's friend
F
This is all my fault
Am
I only make you cry
G
I don't deserve this family
Am
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
F
'Cause I let you down
Am
And I lost my fucking mind
G
Then everything got messy
Dm
And everyone got angry
F
I cursed my blood tonight
Am
It happens all the time
Em
Is everyone against me?
Am
Has everyone goddamned me?
Dm Am
What happened to this family?
G Am
What happened to this family?
F Am
What happened to this family?
G Am
What happened to this family?
Dm Am G Am
[Breakdown]
Am
Don't hate me
Am
Don't hate me
Em Am
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
F
I hate goodbyes
Am
So cringey, I could die
G
We only say, "I love you"
Am
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
F
And most families lie
Am
But I meant it every time
G
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect