Intro G#m G#m C#m G#m
[Verse 1]
G#m
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
D#m G#m
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
G#m
Fake friends with a camera phone
D#m G#m
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
E
This home of mine
G#m
I see it in my dreams
F#
Where everyone looks happy
G#m
And everyone still likes me
E
This home of mine
G#m
I miss it all the time
F#
What happened to this family?
G#m
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
G#m
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
C#m G#m
Being thoughtful can be so hard
G#m
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
C#m G#m
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
G#m E
This heart of minе
G#m
Gets blacker all the time
F#
Affection makes me nauseous
G#m
Believe me, I don't want this
E
I hurt my blood tonight
G#m
I made my sisters cry
F#
I never say, "I love you"
G#m
Even though I want to
E
I'm just my father's son
G#m
My mother's kid
F#
D shitty brother
G#m
I'm nobody's friend
E
This is all my fault
G#m
I only make you cry
F#
I don't deserve this family
G#m
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
E
'Cause I let you down
G#m
And I lost my fucking mind
F#
Then everything got messy
C#m
And everyone got angry
E
I cursed my blood tonight
G#m
It happens all the time
D#m
Is everyone against me?
G#m
Has everyone goddamned me?
C#m G#m
What happened to this family?
F# G#m
What happened to this family?
E G#m
What happened to this family?
F# G#m
What happened to this family?
C#m G#m F# G#m
[Breakdown]
G#m
Don't hate me
G#m
Don't hate me
D#m G#m
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
E
I hate goodbyes
G#m
So cringey, I could die
F#
We only say, "I love you"
G#m
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
E
And most families lie
G#m
But I meant it every time
F#
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect