Intro C#m C#m F#m C#m
[Verse 1]
C#m
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
G#m C#m
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
C#m
Fake friends with a camera phone
G#m C#m
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
A
This home of mine
C#m
I see it in my dreams
B
Where everyone looks happy
C#m
And everyone still likes me
A
This home of mine
C#m
I miss it all the time
B
What happened to this family?
C#m
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
C#m
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
F#m C#m
Being thoughtful can be so hard
C#m
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
F#m C#m
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
C#m A
This heart of minе
C#m
Gets blacker all the time
B
Affection makes me nauseous
C#m
Believe me, I don't want this
A
I hurt my blood tonight
C#m
I made my sisters cry
B
I never say, "I love you"
C#m
Even though I want to
A
I'm just my father's son
C#m
My mother's kid
B
G shitty brother
C#m
I'm nobody's friend
A
This is all my fault
C#m
I only make you cry
B
I don't deserve this family
C#m
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
A
'Cause I let you down
C#m
And I lost my fucking mind
B
Then everything got messy
F#m
And everyone got angry
A
I cursed my blood tonight
C#m
It happens all the time
G#m
Is everyone against me?
C#m
Has everyone goddamned me?
F#m C#m
What happened to this family?
B C#m
What happened to this family?
A C#m
What happened to this family?
B C#m
What happened to this family?
F#m C#m B C#m
[Breakdown]
C#m
Don't hate me
C#m
Don't hate me
G#m C#m
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
A
I hate goodbyes
C#m
So cringey, I could die
B
We only say, "I love you"
C#m
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
A
And most families lie
C#m
But I meant it every time
B
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect