Intro Cm Cm Fm Cm
[Verse 1]
Cm
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
Gm Cm
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Cm
Fake friends with a camera phone
Gm Cm
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
G#
This home of mine
Cm
I see it in my dreams
A#
Where everyone looks happy
Cm
And everyone still likes me
G#
This home of mine
Cm
I miss it all the time
A#
What happened to this family?
Cm
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
Cm
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Fm Cm
Being thoughtful can be so hard
Cm
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
Fm Cm
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
Cm G#
This heart of minе
Cm
Gets blacker all the time
A#
Affection makes me nauseous
Cm
Believe me, I don't want this
G#
I hurt my blood tonight
Cm
I made my sisters cry
A#
I never say, "I love you"
Cm
Even though I want to
G#
I'm just my father's son
Cm
My mother's kid
A#
F# shitty brother
Cm
I'm nobody's friend
G#
This is all my fault
Cm
I only make you cry
A#
I don't deserve this family
Cm
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
G#
'Cause I let you down
Cm
And I lost my fucking mind
A#
Then everything got messy
Fm
And everyone got angry
G#
I cursed my blood tonight
Cm
It happens all the time
Gm
Is everyone against me?
Cm
Has everyone goddamned me?
Fm Cm
What happened to this family?
A# Cm
What happened to this family?
G# Cm
What happened to this family?
A# Cm
What happened to this family?
Fm Cm A# Cm
[Breakdown]
Cm
Don't hate me
Cm
Don't hate me
Gm Cm
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
G#
I hate goodbyes
Cm
So cringey, I could die
A#
We only say, "I love you"
Cm
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
G#
And most families lie
Cm
But I meant it every time
A#
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect