Intro A#m A#m D#m A#m
[Verse 1]
A#m
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
Fm A#m
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
A#m
Fake friends with a camera phone
Fm A#m
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
F#
This home of mine
A#m
I see it in my dreams
G#
Where everyone looks happy
A#m
And everyone still likes me
F#
This home of mine
A#m
I miss it all the time
G#
What happened to this family?
A#m
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
A#m
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
D#m A#m
Being thoughtful can be so hard
A#m
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
D#m A#m
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
A#m F#
This heart of minе
A#m
Gets blacker all the time
G#
Affection makes me nauseous
A#m
Believe me, I don't want this
F#
I hurt my blood tonight
A#m
I made my sisters cry
G#
I never say, "I love you"
A#m
Even though I want to
F#
I'm just my father's son
A#m
My mother's kid
G#
E shitty brother
A#m
I'm nobody's friend
F#
This is all my fault
A#m
I only make you cry
G#
I don't deserve this family
A#m
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
F#
'Cause I let you down
A#m
And I lost my fucking mind
G#
Then everything got messy
D#m
And everyone got angry
F#
I cursed my blood tonight
A#m
It happens all the time
Fm
Is everyone against me?
A#m
Has everyone goddamned me?
D#m A#m
What happened to this family?
G# A#m
What happened to this family?
F# A#m
What happened to this family?
G# A#m
What happened to this family?
D#m A#m G# A#m
[Breakdown]
A#m
Don't hate me
A#m
Don't hate me
Fm A#m
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
F#
I hate goodbyes
A#m
So cringey, I could die
G#
We only say, "I love you"
A#m
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
F#
And most families lie
A#m
But I meant it every time
G#
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect