Intro D#m D#m G#m D#m
[Verse 1]
D#m
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
A#m D#m
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
D#m
Fake friends with a camera phone
A#m D#m
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
[Chorus]
B
This home of mine
D#m
I see it in my dreams
C#
Where everyone looks happy
D#m
And everyone still likes me
B
This home of mine
D#m
I miss it all the time
C#
What happened to this family?
D#m
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 2]
D#m
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
G#m D#m
Being thoughtful can be so hard
D#m
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son
G#m D#m
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one
[Chorus]
D#m B
This heart of minе
D#m
Gets blacker all the time
C#
Affection makes me nauseous
D#m
Believe me, I don't want this
B
I hurt my blood tonight
D#m
I made my sisters cry
C#
I never say, "I love you"
D#m
Even though I want to
B
I'm just my father's son
D#m
My mother's kid
C#
A shitty brother
D#m
I'm nobody's friend
B
This is all my fault
D#m
I only make you cry
C#
I don't deserve this family
D#m
(You're better off without me)
[Bridge]
B
'Cause I let you down
D#m
And I lost my fucking mind
C#
Then everything got messy
G#m
And everyone got angry
B
I cursed my blood tonight
D#m
It happens all the time
A#m
Is everyone against me?
D#m
Has everyone goddamned me?
G#m D#m
What happened to this family?
C# D#m
What happened to this family?
B D#m
What happened to this family?
C# D#m
What happened to this family?
G#m D#m C# D#m
[Breakdown]
D#m
Don't hate me
D#m
Don't hate me
A#m D#m
Don't let me drown
[Outro]
B
I hate goodbyes
D#m
So cringey, I could die
C#
We only say, "I love you"
D#m
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
B
And most families lie
D#m
But I meant it every time
C#
Then treat you like you're worthless
N.C.
I never said I'm perfect