Intro
D#m F# C#
D#m F# C#
[Verse 1]
F# D#m F#
I don't want to be awake again
C#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
D#m Bm F# C#
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
F# D#m F#
I am mostly scared by passing time
C#
The world it seems gets more unkind
D#m F# C# D#m
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
D#m C# D#m F# C#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
C# Bm F# C#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
F# D#m F#
I am looking for an easy place
F# C#
To mask my thoughts behind my face
D#m Bm F# C# F#
Oh, brown baked column of victory
D#m Bm
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
F# C# D#m
And let you forget that you were once my friend
F# C#
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
D#m Bm F# C#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
C# F# C#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
D#m Bm
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
F# C# F#
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
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These chemical reactions are dividing me
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Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
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Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
Bm F# C#
They speak louder than everybody
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I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
C# Bm
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
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I hate the way that I think and act
Cm F#
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
C# D#m
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
F# C# D#m
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
D#m F# C#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
C# D#m F# C#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
F# D#m F#
I don't want to be awake again
C#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
D#m F#
If I go outside, I'll fall apart