Intro
Am C G
Am C G
[Verse 1]
C Am C
I don't want to be awake again
G
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Am Fm C G
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
C Am C
I am mostly scared by passing time
G
The world it seems gets more unkind
Am C G Am
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
Am G Am C G
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
G Fm C G
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
C Am C
I am looking for an easy place
C G
To mask my thoughts behind my face
Am Fm C G C
Oh, brown baked column of victory
Am Fm
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
C G Am
And let you forget that you were once my friend
C G
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
Am Fm C G
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
G C G
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
Am Fm
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
C G C
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
Am Fm C G
These chemical reactions are dividing me
Am C
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
G Am
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
Fm C G
They speak louder than everybody
Am C
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
G Fm
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
Am C G
I hate the way that I think and act
Gbm C
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
G Am
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
C G Am
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
Am C G
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
G Am C G
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
C Am C
I don't want to be awake again
G
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Am C
If I go outside, I'll fall apart