Intro
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[Verse 1]
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I don't want to be awake again
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I spend my days with my head in my hands
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If I go outside, I'll fall apart
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I am mostly scared by passing time
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The world it seems gets more unkind
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Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
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Oohh, oohh, ohh.
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Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
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I am looking for an easy place
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To mask my thoughts behind my face
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Oh, brown baked column of victory
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Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
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And let you forget that you were once my friend
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Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
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Oohh, oohh, ohh.
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Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
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But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
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I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
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These chemical reactions are dividing me
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Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
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Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
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They speak louder than everybody
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I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
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Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
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I hate the way that I think and act
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I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
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Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
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And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
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Oohh, oohh, ohh.
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Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
D# Cm D#
I don't want to be awake again
A#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Cm D#
If I go outside, I'll fall apart