Intro
G#m B F#
G#m B F#
[Verse 1]
B G#m B
I don't want to be awake again
F#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
G#m Em B F#
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
B G#m B
I am mostly scared by passing time
F#
The world it seems gets more unkind
G#m B F# G#m
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
G#m F# G#m B F#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
F# Em B F#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
B G#m B
I am looking for an easy place
B F#
To mask my thoughts behind my face
G#m Em B F# B
Oh, brown baked column of victory
G#m Em
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
B F# G#m
And let you forget that you were once my friend
B F#
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
G#m Em B F#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
F# B F#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
G#m Em
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
B F# B
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
G#m Em B F#
These chemical reactions are dividing me
G#m B
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
F# G#m
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
Em B F#
They speak louder than everybody
G#m B
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
F# Em
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
G#m B F#
I hate the way that I think and act
Fm B
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
F# G#m
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
B F# G#m
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
G#m B F#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
F# G#m B F#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
B G#m B
I don't want to be awake again
F#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
G#m B
If I go outside, I'll fall apart