Intro
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A#m C# G#
[Verse 1]
C# A#m C#
I don't want to be awake again
G#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
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If I go outside, I'll fall apart
C# A#m C#
I am mostly scared by passing time
G#
The world it seems gets more unkind
A#m C# G# A#m
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
A#m G# A#m C# G#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
G# F#m C# G#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
C# A#m C#
I am looking for an easy place
C# G#
To mask my thoughts behind my face
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Oh, brown baked column of victory
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Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
C# G# A#m
And let you forget that you were once my friend
C# G#
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
A#m F#m C# G#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
G# C# G#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
A#m F#m
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
C# G# C#
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
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These chemical reactions are dividing me
A#m C#
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
G# A#m
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
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They speak louder than everybody
A#m C#
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
G# F#m
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
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I hate the way that I think and act
Gm C#
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
G# A#m
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
C# G# A#m
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
A#m C# G#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
G# A#m C# G#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
C# A#m C#
I don't want to be awake again
G#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
A#m C#
If I go outside, I'll fall apart