Intro
C#m E B
C#m E B
[Verse 1]
E C#m E
I don't want to be awake again
B
I spend my days with my head in my hands
C#m Am E B
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
E C#m E
I am mostly scared by passing time
B
The world it seems gets more unkind
C#m E B C#m
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
C#m B C#m E B
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
B Am E B
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
E C#m E
I am looking for an easy place
E B
To mask my thoughts behind my face
C#m Am E B E
Oh, brown baked column of victory
C#m Am
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
E B C#m
And let you forget that you were once my friend
E B
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
C#m Am E B
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
B E B
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
C#m Am
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
E B E
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
C#m Am E B
These chemical reactions are dividing me
C#m E
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
B C#m
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
Am E B
They speak louder than everybody
C#m E
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
B Am
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
C#m E B
I hate the way that I think and act
A#m E
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
B C#m
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
E B C#m
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
C#m E B
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
B C#m E B
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
E C#m E
I don't want to be awake again
B
I spend my days with my head in my hands
C#m E
If I go outside, I'll fall apart