Intro
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Fm G# D#
[Verse 1]
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I don't want to be awake again
D#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Fm C#m G# D#
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
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I am mostly scared by passing time
D#
The world it seems gets more unkind
Fm G# D# Fm
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
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Oohh, oohh, ohh.
D# C#m G# D#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
G# Fm G#
I am looking for an easy place
G# D#
To mask my thoughts behind my face
Fm C#m G# D# G#
Oh, brown baked column of victory
Fm C#m
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
G# D# Fm
And let you forget that you were once my friend
G# D#
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
Fm C#m G# D#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
D# G# D#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
Fm C#m
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
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I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
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These chemical reactions are dividing me
Fm G#
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
D# Fm
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
C#m G# D#
They speak louder than everybody
Fm G#
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
D# C#m
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
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I hate the way that I think and act
Dm G#
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
D# Fm
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
G# D# Fm
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
Fm G# D#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
D# Fm G# D#
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
G# Fm G#
I don't want to be awake again
D#
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Fm G#
If I go outside, I'll fall apart