Intro
F#m A E
F#m A E
[Verse 1]
A F#m A
I don't want to be awake again
E
I spend my days with my head in my hands
F#m Dm A E
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
A F#m A
I am mostly scared by passing time
E
The world it seems gets more unkind
F#m A E F#m
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
F#m E F#m A E
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
E Dm A E
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
A F#m A
I am looking for an easy place
A E
To mask my thoughts behind my face
F#m Dm A E A
Oh, brown baked column of victory
F#m Dm
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
A E F#m
And let you forget that you were once my friend
A E
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
F#m Dm A E
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
E A E
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
F#m Dm
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
A E A
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
F#m Dm A E
These chemical reactions are dividing me
F#m A
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
E F#m
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
Dm A E
They speak louder than everybody
F#m A
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
E Dm
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
F#m A E
I hate the way that I think and act
Ebm A
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
E F#m
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
A E F#m
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
F#m A E
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
E F#m A E
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
A F#m A
I don't want to be awake again
E
I spend my days with my head in my hands
F#m A
If I go outside, I'll fall apart