Intro
Gm A# F
Gm A# F
[Verse 1]
A# Gm A#
I don't want to be awake again
F
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Gm D#m A# F
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
A# Gm A#
I am mostly scared by passing time
F
The world it seems gets more unkind
Gm A# F Gm
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
Gm F Gm A# F
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
F D#m A# F
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
A# Gm A#
I am looking for an easy place
A# F
To mask my thoughts behind my face
Gm D#m A# F A#
Oh, brown baked column of victory
Gm D#m
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
A# F Gm
And let you forget that you were once my friend
A# F
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
Gm D#m A# F
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
F A# F
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
Gm D#m
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
A# F A#
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
Gm D#m A# F
These chemical reactions are dividing me
Gm A#
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
F Gm
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
D#m A# F
They speak louder than everybody
Gm A#
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
F D#m
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
Gm A# F
I hate the way that I think and act
Fbm A#
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
F Gm
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
A# F Gm
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
Gm A# F
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
F Gm A# F
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
A# Gm A#
I don't want to be awake again
F
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Gm A#
If I go outside, I'll fall apart