C# G# A#m F# C# G#
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
A#m F# C# G#
Been praying for my period all week
A#m F# C# G# A#m F#
And relief that I just can't see
C# G# A#m F# C# G#
I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
A#m F# C# G#
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
A#m F# C# G#
I can't keep it together, I've been better
A#m F#
I've been thinking about it every night
C# G# A#m
F# C# G# A#m
I'm trying, I am
F# C#
I'm trying, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying all the time, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
G# A#m F#
Trying, trying what am I
C# G# A#m F# 2x
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C# G# A#m F# C# G#
But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
A#m F# C# G#
I feel enough growing so far from myself
A#m F# C# G# A#m F#
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
C# G# A#m F# C# G#
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
A#m F# C#
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
G# A#m F#
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
C# G# A#m F#
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
C# G# A#m
F# C# G# A#m
I'm trying, I am
F# C#
I'm trying, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying all the time, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
G# A#m F#
Trying, trying what am I
B C#
If it counts for anything
B C#
I didn't want to
B C# A#
I'm just looking for a clarity
B F#
To help me to get through
B C#
If you're set in your ways
B C#
Well get enough to
B C# A# B F#
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
B F# B F#
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
B F#
To come right back to you
C# G# A#m F#
I'm trying
Solo (C# G# A#m F# 3x C# G# F#m)
F# C# G# A#m
I'm trying, I am
F# C#
I'm trying, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying all the time, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
G# A#m F# C#
Trying, trying what am I
G# A#m F# C#
Trying, trying what am I
G# A#m F# C#
Trying, trying what am I
G# A#m F#
Trying, trying why am I