G# D# Fm C# G# D#
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
Fm C# G# D#
Been praying for my period all week
Fm C# G# D# Fm C#
And relief that I just can't see
G# D# Fm C# G# D#
I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
Fm C# G# D#
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
Fm C# G# D#
I can't keep it together, I've been better
Fm C#
I've been thinking about it every night
G# D# Fm
C# G# D# Fm
I'm trying, I am
C# G#
I'm trying, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying all the time, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
D# Fm C#
Trying, trying what am I
G# D# Fm C# 2x
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G# D# Fm C# G# D#
But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
Fm C# G# D#
I feel enough growing so far from myself
Fm C# G# D# Fm C#
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
G# D# Fm C# G# D#
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
Fm C# G#
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
D# Fm C#
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
G# D# Fm C#
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
G# D# Fm
C# G# D# Fm
I'm trying, I am
C# G#
I'm trying, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying all the time, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
D# Fm C#
Trying, trying what am I
F# G#
If it counts for anything
F# G#
I didn't want to
F# G# F
I'm just looking for a clarity
F# C#
To help me to get through
F# G#
If you're set in your ways
F# G#
Well get enough to
F# G# F F# C#
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
F# C# F# C#
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
F# C#
To come right back to you
G# D# Fm C#
I'm trying
Solo (G# D# Fm C# 3x G# D# F#m)
C# G# D# Fm
I'm trying, I am
C# G#
I'm trying, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying all the time, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
D# Fm C# G#
Trying, trying what am I
D# Fm C# G#
Trying, trying what am I
D# Fm C# G#
Trying, trying what am I
D# Fm C#
Trying, trying why am I