A# F Gm D# A# F
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
Gm D# A# F
Been praying for my period all week
Gm D# A# F Gm D#
And relief that I just can't see
A# F Gm D# A# F
I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
Gm D# A# F
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
Gm D# A# F
I can't keep it together, I've been better
Gm D#
I've been thinking about it every night
A# F Gm
D# A# F Gm
I'm trying, I am
D# A#
I'm trying, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying all the time, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F Gm D#
Trying, trying what am I
A# F Gm D# 2x
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A# F Gm D# A# F
But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
Gm D# A# F
I feel enough growing so far from myself
Gm D# A# F Gm D#
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
A# F Gm D# A# F
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
Gm D# A#
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
F Gm D#
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
A# F Gm D#
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
A# F Gm
D# A# F Gm
I'm trying, I am
D# A#
I'm trying, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying all the time, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F Gm D#
Trying, trying what am I
G# A#
If it counts for anything
G# A#
I didn't want to
G# A# G
I'm just looking for a clarity
G# D#
To help me to get through
G# A#
If you're set in your ways
G# A#
Well get enough to
G# A# G G# D#
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
G# D# G# D#
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
G# D#
To come right back to you
A# F Gm D#
I'm trying
Solo (A# F Gm D# 3x A# F F#m)
D# A# F Gm
I'm trying, I am
D# A#
I'm trying, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying all the time, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F Gm D# A#
Trying, trying what am I
F Gm D# A#
Trying, trying what am I
F Gm D# A#
Trying, trying what am I
F Gm D#
Trying, trying why am I