E B C#m A E B
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
C#m A E B
Been praying for my period all week
C#m A E B C#m A
And relief that I just can't see
E B C#m A E B
I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
C#m A E B
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
C#m A E B
I can't keep it together, I've been better
C#m A
I've been thinking about it every night
E B C#m
A E B C#m
I'm trying, I am
A E
I'm trying, I am
B C#m A E
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
B C#m A E
Trying all the time, I am
B C#m A E
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
B C#m A
Trying, trying what am I
E B C#m A 2x
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E B C#m A E B
But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
C#m A E B
I feel enough growing so far from myself
C#m A E B C#m A
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
E B C#m A E B
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
C#m A E
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
B C#m A
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
E B C#m A
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
E B C#m
A E B C#m
I'm trying, I am
A E
I'm trying, I am
B C#m A E
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
B C#m A E
Trying all the time, I am
B C#m A E
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
B C#m A
Trying, trying what am I
D E
If it counts for anything
D E
I didn't want to
D E C#
I'm just looking for a clarity
D A
To help me to get through
D E
If you're set in your ways
D E
Well get enough to
D E C# D A
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
D A D A
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
D A
To come right back to you
E B C#m A
I'm trying
Solo (E B C#m A 3x E B F#m)
A E B C#m
I'm trying, I am
A E
I'm trying, I am
B C#m A E
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
B C#m A E
Trying all the time, I am
B C#m A E
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
B C#m A E
Trying, trying what am I
B C#m A E
Trying, trying what am I
B C#m A E
Trying, trying what am I
B C#m A
Trying, trying why am I