D# A# Cm G# D# A#
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
Cm G# D# A#
Been praying for my period all week
Cm G# D# A# Cm G#
And relief that I just can't see
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I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
Cm G# D# A#
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
Cm G# D# A#
I can't keep it together, I've been better
Cm G#
I've been thinking about it every night
D# A# Cm
G# D# A# Cm
I'm trying, I am
G# D#
I'm trying, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying all the time, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A# Cm G#
Trying, trying what am I
D# A# Cm G# 2x
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D|--7/12--11---11h12p11-9-7-9/11-14-11-14-11-14-11-14------------------------|
A|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
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But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
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I feel enough growing so far from myself
Cm G# D# A# Cm G#
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
D# A# Cm G# D# A#
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
Cm G# D#
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
A# Cm G#
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
D# A# Cm G#
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
D# A# Cm
G# D# A# Cm
I'm trying, I am
G# D#
I'm trying, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying all the time, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A# Cm G#
Trying, trying what am I
C# D#
If it counts for anything
C# D#
I didn't want to
C# D# C
I'm just looking for a clarity
C# G#
To help me to get through
C# D#
If you're set in your ways
C# D#
Well get enough to
C# D# C C# G#
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
C# G# C# G#
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
C# G#
To come right back to you
D# A# Cm G#
I'm trying
Solo (D# A# Cm G# 3x D# A# F#m)
G# D# A# Cm
I'm trying, I am
G# D#
I'm trying, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying all the time, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A# Cm G# D#
Trying, trying what am I
A# Cm G# D#
Trying, trying what am I
A# Cm G# D#
Trying, trying what am I
A# Cm G#
Trying, trying why am I