F# C# D#m B F# C#
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
D#m B F# C#
Been praying for my period all week
D#m B F# C# D#m B
And relief that I just can't see
F# C# D#m B F# C#
I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
D#m B F# C#
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
D#m B F# C#
I can't keep it together, I've been better
D#m B
I've been thinking about it every night
F# C# D#m
B F# C# D#m
I'm trying, I am
B F#
I'm trying, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying all the time, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C# D#m B
Trying, trying what am I
F# C# D#m B 2x
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F# C# D#m B F# C#
But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
D#m B F# C#
I feel enough growing so far from myself
D#m B F# C# D#m B
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
F# C# D#m B F# C#
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
D#m B F#
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
C# D#m B
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
F# C# D#m B
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
F# C# D#m
B F# C# D#m
I'm trying, I am
B F#
I'm trying, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying all the time, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C# D#m B
Trying, trying what am I
E F#
If it counts for anything
E F#
I didn't want to
E F# D#
I'm just looking for a clarity
E B
To help me to get through
E F#
If you're set in your ways
E F#
Well get enough to
E F# D# E B
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
E B E B
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
E B
To come right back to you
F# C# D#m B
I'm trying
Solo (F# C# D#m B 3x F# C# F#m)
B F# C# D#m
I'm trying, I am
B F#
I'm trying, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying all the time, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C# D#m B F#
Trying, trying what am I
C# D#m B F#
Trying, trying what am I
C# D#m B F#
Trying, trying what am I
C# D#m B
Trying, trying why am I