D A Bm G D A
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
Bm G D A
Been praying for my period all week
Bm G D A Bm G
And relief that I just can't see
D A Bm G D A
I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
Bm G D A
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
Bm G D A
I can't keep it together, I've been better
Bm G
I've been thinking about it every night
D A Bm
G D A Bm
I'm trying, I am
G D
I'm trying, I am
A Bm G D
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A Bm G D
Trying all the time, I am
A Bm G D
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A Bm G
Trying, trying what am I
D A Bm G 2x
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D A Bm G D A
But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
Bm G D A
I feel enough growing so far from myself
Bm G D A Bm G
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
D A Bm G D A
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
Bm G D
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
A Bm G
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
D A Bm G
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
D A Bm
G D A Bm
I'm trying, I am
G D
I'm trying, I am
A Bm G D
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A Bm G D
Trying all the time, I am
A Bm G D
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A Bm G
Trying, trying what am I
C D
If it counts for anything
C D
I didn't want to
C D B
I'm just looking for a clarity
C G
To help me to get through
C D
If you're set in your ways
C D
Well get enough to
C D B C G
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
C G C G
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
C G
To come right back to you
D A Bm G
I'm trying
Solo (D A Bm G 3x D A F#m)
G D A Bm
I'm trying, I am
G D
I'm trying, I am
A Bm G D
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A Bm G D
Trying all the time, I am
A Bm G D
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
A Bm G D
Trying, trying what am I
A Bm G D
Trying, trying what am I
A Bm G D
Trying, trying what am I
A Bm G
Trying, trying why am I