F C Dm A# F C
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
Dm A# F C
Been praying for my period all week
Dm A# F C Dm A#
And relief that I just can't see
F C Dm A# F C
I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
Dm A# F C
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
Dm A# F C
I can't keep it together, I've been better
Dm A#
I've been thinking about it every night
F C Dm
A# F C Dm
I'm trying, I am
A# F
I'm trying, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying all the time, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C Dm A#
Trying, trying what am I
F C Dm A# 2x
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F C Dm A# F C
But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
Dm A# F C
I feel enough growing so far from myself
Dm A# F C Dm A#
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
F C Dm A# F C
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
Dm A# F
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
C Dm A#
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
F C Dm A#
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
F C Dm
A# F C Dm
I'm trying, I am
A# F
I'm trying, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying all the time, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C Dm A#
Trying, trying what am I
D# F
If it counts for anything
D# F
I didn't want to
D# F D
I'm just looking for a clarity
D# A#
To help me to get through
D# F
If you're set in your ways
D# F
Well get enough to
D# F D D# A#
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
D# A# D# A#
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
D# A#
To come right back to you
F C Dm A#
I'm trying
Solo (F C Dm A# 3x F C F#m)
A# F C Dm
I'm trying, I am
A# F
I'm trying, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying all the time, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
C Dm A# F
Trying, trying what am I
C Dm A# F
Trying, trying what am I
C Dm A# F
Trying, trying what am I
C Dm A#
Trying, trying why am I