B F# G#m E B F#
That kinkied up, invisible handcuffs locked on me
G#m E B F#
Been praying for my period all week
G#m E B F# G#m E
And relief that I just can't see
B F# G#m E B F#
I question everything, my focus, my figure, my sexuality
G#m E B F#
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
G#m E B F#
I can't keep it together, I've been better
G#m E
I've been thinking about it every night
B F# G#m
E B F# G#m
I'm trying, I am
E B
I'm trying, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying all the time, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F# G#m E
Trying, trying what am I
B F# G#m E 2x
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B F# G#m E B F#
But kinkied up, there's no flawless education just a stupid degree
G#m E B F#
I feel enough growing so far from myself
G#m E B F# G#m E
I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
B F# G#m E B F#
So brush it off, cause I wanted that it's been dusting off
G#m E B
When you walk like that, here's a shit,
F# G#m E
There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
B F# G#m E
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
B F# G#m
E B F# G#m
I'm trying, I am
E B
I'm trying, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying all the time, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F# G#m E
Trying, trying what am I
A B
If it counts for anything
A B
I didn't want to
A B G#
I'm just looking for a clarity
A E
To help me to get through
A B
If you're set in your ways
A B
Well get enough to
A B G# A E
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
A E A E
To feel the beast, to leave on leash
A E
To come right back to you
B F# G#m E
I'm trying
Solo (B F# G#m E 3x B F# F#m)
E B F# G#m
I'm trying, I am
E B
I'm trying, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying all the time, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
F# G#m E B
Trying, trying what am I
F# G#m E B
Trying, trying what am I
F# G#m E B
Trying, trying what am I
F# G#m E
Trying, trying why am I