Verse D#m B G#5 C#
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
D#m B G#5 C#
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
D#m B G#5 C#
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
D#m B G#5 C# D#m B G#5 C# D#m B G#5 C#
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
D#m B G#5 C#
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
D#m B G#5 C#
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
D#m B G#5 C#
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
D#m B G#5 C#
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
D#m B
Take the blade away from me
G#5 C#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
D#m B G#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
C# D#m B
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
G#5 C#
I died to be the white ghost
B G#5 D#m B G#5 C#
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
D#m B G#5 C#
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
D#m B G#5 C#
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
D#m B G#5 C#
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
D#m B G#5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
D#m B
Take the blade away from me
G#5 C#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
D#m B G#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
C# D#m B
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
G#5 C#
I died to be the white ghost
B G#5 D#m B D#m F# C# B D#m F# C# B G#5
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
D#m
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
D#m
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
D#m B G#5 C#
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
D#m B G#5 C#
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
D#m B
Take the blade away from me
G#5 C#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
D#m B G#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
C# D#m B
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
G#5 C#
I died to be the white ghost
B G#5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
D#m
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
B G#5
The man that I was meant to be,
D#m
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
B G#5
The man that I was meant to be,
D#m
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
B G#5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one