Verse Em C A5 D
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
Em C A5 D
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
Em C A5 D
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
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But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
Em C A5 D
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
Em C A5 D
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
Em C A5 D
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
Em C A5 D
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
Em C
Take the blade away from me
A5 D
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Em C A5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
D Em C
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
A5 D
I died to be the white ghost
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Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
Em C A5 D
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
Em C A5 D
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
Em C A5 D
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
Em C A5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
Em C
Take the blade away from me
A5 D
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Em C A5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
D Em C
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
A5 D
I died to be the white ghost
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Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
Em
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
Em
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
Em C A5 D
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
Em C A5 D
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
Em C
Take the blade away from me
A5 D
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Em C A5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
D Em C
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
A5 D
I died to be the white ghost
C A5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
Em
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
C A5
The man that I was meant to be,
Em
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
C A5
The man that I was meant to be,
Em
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
C A5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one