Verse G#m E C#5 F#
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
G#m E C#5 F#
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
G#m E C#5 F#
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
G#m E C#5 F# G#m E C#5 F# G#m E C#5 F#
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
G#m E C#5 F#
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
G#m E C#5 F#
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
G#m E C#5 F#
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
G#m E C#5 F#
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
G#m E
Take the blade away from me
C#5 F#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
G#m E C#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
F# G#m E
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
C#5 F#
I died to be the white ghost
E C#5 G#m E C#5 F#
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
G#m E C#5 F#
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
G#m E C#5 F#
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
G#m E C#5 F#
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
G#m E C#5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
G#m E
Take the blade away from me
C#5 F#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
G#m E C#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
F# G#m E
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
C#5 F#
I died to be the white ghost
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Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
G#m
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
G#m
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
G#m E C#5 F#
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
G#m E C#5 F#
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
G#m E
Take the blade away from me
C#5 F#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
G#m E C#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
F# G#m E
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
C#5 F#
I died to be the white ghost
E C#5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
G#m
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
E C#5
The man that I was meant to be,
G#m
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
E C#5
The man that I was meant to be,
G#m
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
E C#5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one