Verse Gm D# C5 F
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
Gm D# C5 F
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
Gm D# C5 F
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
Gm D# C5 F Gm D# C5 F Gm D# C5 F
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
Gm D# C5 F
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
Gm D# C5 F
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
Gm D# C5 F
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
Gm D# C5 F
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
Gm D#
Take the blade away from me
C5 F
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Gm D# C5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
F Gm D#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
C5 F
I died to be the white ghost
D# C5 Gm D# C5 F
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
Gm D# C5 F
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
Gm D# C5 F
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
Gm D# C5 F
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
Gm D# C5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
Gm D#
Take the blade away from me
C5 F
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Gm D# C5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
F Gm D#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
C5 F
I died to be the white ghost
D# C5 Gm D# Gm A# F D# Gm A# F D# C5
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
Gm
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
Gm
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
Gm D# C5 F
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
Gm D# C5 F
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
Gm D#
Take the blade away from me
C5 F
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Gm D# C5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
F Gm D#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
C5 F
I died to be the white ghost
D# C5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
Gm
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
D# C5
The man that I was meant to be,
Gm
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
D# C5
The man that I was meant to be,
Gm
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
D# C5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one