Verse F#m D B5 E
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
F#m D B5 E
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
F#m D B5 E
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
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But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
F#m D B5 E
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
F#m D B5 E
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
F#m D B5 E
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
F#m D B5 E
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
F#m D
Take the blade away from me
B5 E
I am a freak, I am afraid that
F#m D B5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
E F#m D
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
B5 E
I died to be the white ghost
D B5 F#m D B5 E
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
F#m D B5 E
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
F#m D B5 E
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
F#m D B5 E
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
F#m D B5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
F#m D
Take the blade away from me
B5 E
I am a freak, I am afraid that
F#m D B5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
E F#m D
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
B5 E
I died to be the white ghost
D B5 F#m D F#m A E D F#m A E D B5
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
F#m
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
F#m
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
F#m D B5 E
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
F#m D B5 E
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
F#m D
Take the blade away from me
B5 E
I am a freak, I am afraid that
F#m D B5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
E F#m D
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
B5 E
I died to be the white ghost
D B5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
F#m
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
D B5
The man that I was meant to be,
F#m
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
D B5
The man that I was meant to be,
F#m
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
D B5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one