Verse Cm G# F5 A#
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
Cm G# F5 A#
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
Cm G# F5 A#
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
Cm G# F5 A# Cm G# F5 A# Cm G# F5 A#
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
Cm G# F5 A#
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
Cm G# F5 A#
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
Cm G# F5 A#
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
Cm G# F5 A#
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
Cm G#
Take the blade away from me
F5 A#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Cm G# F5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
A# Cm G#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
F5 A#
I died to be the white ghost
G# F5 Cm G# F5 A#
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
Cm G# F5 A#
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
Cm G# F5 A#
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
Cm G# F5 A#
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
Cm G# F5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
Cm G#
Take the blade away from me
F5 A#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Cm G# F5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
A# Cm G#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
F5 A#
I died to be the white ghost
G# F5 Cm G# Cm D# A# G# Cm D# A# G# F5
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
Cm
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
Cm
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
Cm G# F5 A#
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
Cm G# F5 A#
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
Cm G#
Take the blade away from me
F5 A#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Cm G# F5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
A# Cm G#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
F5 A#
I died to be the white ghost
G# F5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
Cm
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
G# F5
The man that I was meant to be,
Cm
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
G# F5
The man that I was meant to be,
Cm
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
G# F5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one