Verse C#m A F#5 B
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
C#m A F#5 B
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
C#m A F#5 B
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
C#m A F#5 B C#m A F#5 B C#m A F#5 B
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
C#m A F#5 B
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
C#m A F#5 B
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
C#m A F#5 B
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
C#m A F#5 B
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
C#m A
Take the blade away from me
F#5 B
I am a freak, I am afraid that
C#m A F#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
B C#m A
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
F#5 B
I died to be the white ghost
A F#5 C#m A F#5 B
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
C#m A F#5 B
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
C#m A F#5 B
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
C#m A F#5 B
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
C#m A F#5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
C#m A
Take the blade away from me
F#5 B
I am a freak, I am afraid that
C#m A F#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
B C#m A
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
F#5 B
I died to be the white ghost
A F#5 C#m A C#m E B A C#m E B A F#5
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
C#m
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
C#m
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
C#m A F#5 B
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
C#m A F#5 B
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
C#m A
Take the blade away from me
F#5 B
I am a freak, I am afraid that
C#m A F#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
B C#m A
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
F#5 B
I died to be the white ghost
A F#5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
C#m
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
A F#5
The man that I was meant to be,
C#m
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
A F#5
The man that I was meant to be,
C#m
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
A F#5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one