Verse Am F D5 G
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
Am F D5 G
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
Am F D5 G
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
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But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
Am F D5 G
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
Am F D5 G
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
Am F D5 G
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
Am F D5 G
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
Am F
Take the blade away from me
D5 G
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Am F D5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
G Am F
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
D5 G
I died to be the white ghost
F D5 Am F D5 G
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
Am F D5 G
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
Am F D5 G
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
Am F D5 G
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
Am F D5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
Am F
Take the blade away from me
D5 G
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Am F D5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
G Am F
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
D5 G
I died to be the white ghost
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Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
Am
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
Am
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
Am F D5 G
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
Am F D5 G
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
Am F
Take the blade away from me
D5 G
I am a freak, I am afraid that
Am F D5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
G Am F
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
D5 G
I died to be the white ghost
F D5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
Am
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
F D5
The man that I was meant to be,
Am
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
F D5
The man that I was meant to be,
Am
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
F D5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one