Verse A#m F# D#5 G#
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
A#m F# D#5 G#
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
A#m F# D#5 G#
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
A#m F# D#5 G# A#m F# D#5 G# A#m F# D#5 G#
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[Verse 2]
A#m F# D#5 G#
I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up
A#m F# D#5 G#
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
A#m F# D#5 G#
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
A#m F# D#5 G#
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[Chorus]
A#m F#
Take the blade away from me
D#5 G#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
A#m F# D#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
G# A#m F#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
D#5 G#
I died to be the white ghost
F# D#5 A#m F# D#5 G#
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Verse 3]
A#m F# D#5 G#
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
A#m F# D#5 G#
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
A#m F# D#5 G#
And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
A#m F# D#5
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[Chorus]
A#m F#
Take the blade away from me
D#5 G#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
A#m F# D#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
G# A#m F#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
D#5 G#
I died to be the white ghost
F# D#5 A#m F# A#m C# G# F# A#m C# G# F# D#5
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[Bridge]
A#m
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
A#m
I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about
A#m F# D#5 G#
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
A#m F# D#5 G#
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
[Chorus]
A#m F#
Take the blade away from me
D#5 G#
I am a freak, I am afraid that
A#m F# D#5
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
G# A#m F#
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
D#5 G#
I died to be the white ghost
F# D#5
Of the man that I was meant to be
[Ending]
A#m
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
F# D#5
The man that I was meant to be,
A#m
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
F# D#5
The man that I was meant to be,
A#m
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
F# D#5
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one