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Unwanted but breathing
In the next room sleeping
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My mother shes crying
And my fathers been drinking
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In our rundown apartment
Where the roof is still leaking
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Hes cursing and cussing
Its just the whiskey talking
F# A#m
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
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Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome
D#m
When I think back to all of it
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Its all too much
Oh its all too much when youre just a little kid
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My little brother just a newborn baby
A#m
In the image of my mother says hes a blessing
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But not to my father oh how he hates him
A#m
An undeserving mistake He calls him a burden
F# A#m
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
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Of picking sides and picking fights between them
D#m
When I think back to all of it
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Well its all too much
Well its all too much when youre just a little kid
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And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream
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One that follows you and haunts you endlessly
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Yeah haunts me endlessly
Well broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating
A#m
The addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving
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While my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him
A#m
And us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune no
C# A#m
C# A#m
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