A
Unwanted but breathing
In the next room sleeping
F#m
My mother shes crying
And my fathers been drinking
A
In our rundown apartment
Where the roof is still leaking
F#m
Hes cursing and cussing
Its just the whiskey talking
D F#m
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
D A
Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome
Bm
When I think back to all of it
D
Its all too much
Oh its all too much when youre just a little kid
A F#m
A
My little brother just a newborn baby
F#m
In the image of my mother says hes a blessing
A
But not to my father oh how he hates him
F#m
An undeserving mistake He calls him a burden
D F#m
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
D A
Of picking sides and picking fights between them
Bm
When I think back to all of it
D
Well its all too much
Well its all too much when youre just a little kid
D A D A
And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream
D A D A
One that follows you and haunts you endlessly
D
Yeah haunts me endlessly
Well broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating
F#m
The addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving
A
While my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him
F#m
And us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune no
A F#m
A F#m
A F#m
A F#m
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