F#
Unwanted but breathing
In the next room sleeping
D#m
My mother shes crying
And my fathers been drinking
F#
In our rundown apartment
Where the roof is still leaking
D#m
Hes cursing and cussing
Its just the whiskey talking
B D#m
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
B F#
Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome
G#m
When I think back to all of it
B
Its all too much
Oh its all too much when youre just a little kid
F# D#m
F#
My little brother just a newborn baby
D#m
In the image of my mother says hes a blessing
F#
But not to my father oh how he hates him
D#m
An undeserving mistake He calls him a burden
B D#m
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
B F#
Of picking sides and picking fights between them
G#m
When I think back to all of it
B
Well its all too much
Well its all too much when youre just a little kid
B F# B F#
And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream
B F# B F#
One that follows you and haunts you endlessly
B
Yeah haunts me endlessly
Well broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating
D#m
The addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving
F#
While my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him
D#m
And us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune no
F# D#m
F# D#m
F# D#m
F# D#m
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