F
Unwanted but breathing
In the next room sleeping
Dm
My mother shes crying
And my fathers been drinking
F
In our rundown apartment
Where the roof is still leaking
Dm
Hes cursing and cussing
Its just the whiskey talking
A# Dm
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
A# F
Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome
Gm
When I think back to all of it
A#
Its all too much
Oh its all too much when youre just a little kid
F Dm
F
My little brother just a newborn baby
Dm
In the image of my mother says hes a blessing
F
But not to my father oh how he hates him
Dm
An undeserving mistake He calls him a burden
A# Dm
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
A# F
Of picking sides and picking fights between them
Gm
When I think back to all of it
A#
Well its all too much
Well its all too much when youre just a little kid
A# F A# F
And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream
A# F A# F
One that follows you and haunts you endlessly
A#
Yeah haunts me endlessly
Well broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating
Dm
The addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving
F
While my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him
Dm
And us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune no
F Dm
F Dm
F Dm
F Dm
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