D
Unwanted but breathing
In the next room sleeping
Bm
My mother shes crying
And my fathers been drinking
D
In our rundown apartment
Where the roof is still leaking
Bm
Hes cursing and cussing
Its just the whiskey talking
G Bm
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
G D
Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome
Em
When I think back to all of it
G
Its all too much
Oh its all too much when youre just a little kid
D Bm
D
My little brother just a newborn baby
Bm
In the image of my mother says hes a blessing
D
But not to my father oh how he hates him
Bm
An undeserving mistake He calls him a burden
G Bm
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
G D
Of picking sides and picking fights between them
Em
When I think back to all of it
G
Well its all too much
Well its all too much when youre just a little kid
G D G D
And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream
G D G D
One that follows you and haunts you endlessly
G
Yeah haunts me endlessly
Well broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating
Bm
The addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving
D
While my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him
Bm
And us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune no
D Bm
D Bm
D Bm
D Bm
end on G