Verse
E
Awkward, this is awkward
E
I don't what to say
I haven't written a letter
In about a year I think on the day
Your box is in my attic
With the journal I wrote when we'd date
It's weird now, years later
With my pen on a page
[Pre-Chorus]
B
And though I know
We don't talk much
A
I've worked though all the trauma
B
And I really hope you're okay
A
And want to reconnect someday
B
It's obvious I've hurt your feelings
A
There's no excuse I was unappealing
B A
And you have every reason to be mad at me
[Chorus]
B A
I get that I've created somе scars
B
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
A
But I miss when wе'd lay under the stars
B
You really were so lovely
A
I don't fully know why we fell out
B
But I think it had to do with my mouth
A
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
E
You had every right leave me
[Verse 2]
E
I'm tired, really tired
Still not sure what to say
I don't think you really knew me
Think you fell for the me in your brain
[Pre-Chorus]
B A
And that's not fair for either of us
We deserve better
B
And I really hope you're okay
A
And want to reconnect someday
[Chorus]
B A
I get that I've created some scars
B
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
A
But I miss when we'd lay under the stars
B
You really were so lovely
A
I don't fully know why we fell out
B
But I think it had to do with my mouth
A
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
B
You had every right leave me
[Bridge]
B
I don't know why I'm writing this letter
A
It's been two years I should know better
B
You needed some space and I get that
A
But all I want is my best friend back
B
I try to move on but with no luck
A
'Cause every time I pass you I get restuck
B
And you probably hate me anyway
But I really just needed to say
[Outro]
B A
I hope I gave you space to move on
B
Please say sorry for me to your mom
A
And even though we didn't date long
You meant so much to me
B A
I hope this song can bring you some peace
B
Cause my other ones were not quite so sweet
A
We both deserve so much better things
N.C.
Thank you for being my first everything