Verse
B
Awkward, this is awkward
B
I don't what to say
I haven't written a letter
In about a year I think on the day
Your box is in my attic
With the journal I wrote when we'd date
It's weird now, years later
With my pen on a page
[Pre-Chorus]
F#
And though I know
We don't talk much
E
I've worked though all the trauma
F#
And I really hope you're okay
E
And want to reconnect someday
F#
It's obvious I've hurt your feelings
E
There's no excuse I was unappealing
F# E
And you have every reason to be mad at me
[Chorus]
F# E
I get that I've created somе scars
F#
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
E
But I miss when wе'd lay under the stars
F#
You really were so lovely
E
I don't fully know why we fell out
F#
But I think it had to do with my mouth
E
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
B
You had every right leave me
[Verse 2]
B
I'm tired, really tired
Still not sure what to say
I don't think you really knew me
Think you fell for the me in your brain
[Pre-Chorus]
F# E
And that's not fair for either of us
We deserve better
F#
And I really hope you're okay
E
And want to reconnect someday
[Chorus]
F# E
I get that I've created some scars
F#
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
E
But I miss when we'd lay under the stars
F#
You really were so lovely
E
I don't fully know why we fell out
F#
But I think it had to do with my mouth
E
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
F#
You had every right leave me
[Bridge]
F#
I don't know why I'm writing this letter
E
It's been two years I should know better
F#
You needed some space and I get that
E
But all I want is my best friend back
F#
I try to move on but with no luck
E
'Cause every time I pass you I get restuck
F#
And you probably hate me anyway
But I really just needed to say
[Outro]
F# E
I hope I gave you space to move on
F#
Please say sorry for me to your mom
E
And even though we didn't date long
You meant so much to me
F# E
I hope this song can bring you some peace
F#
Cause my other ones were not quite so sweet
E
We both deserve so much better things
N.C.
Thank you for being my first everything