Verse
A
Awkward, this is awkward
A
I don't what to say
I haven't written a letter
In about a year I think on the day
Your box is in my attic
With the journal I wrote when we'd date
It's weird now, years later
With my pen on a page
[Pre-Chorus]
E
And though I know
We don't talk much
D
I've worked though all the trauma
E
And I really hope you're okay
D
And want to reconnect someday
E
It's obvious I've hurt your feelings
D
There's no excuse I was unappealing
E D
And you have every reason to be mad at me
[Chorus]
E D
I get that I've created somе scars
E
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
D
But I miss when wе'd lay under the stars
E
You really were so lovely
D
I don't fully know why we fell out
E
But I think it had to do with my mouth
D
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
A
You had every right leave me
[Verse 2]
A
I'm tired, really tired
Still not sure what to say
I don't think you really knew me
Think you fell for the me in your brain
[Pre-Chorus]
E D
And that's not fair for either of us
We deserve better
E
And I really hope you're okay
D
And want to reconnect someday
[Chorus]
E D
I get that I've created some scars
E
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
D
But I miss when we'd lay under the stars
E
You really were so lovely
D
I don't fully know why we fell out
E
But I think it had to do with my mouth
D
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
E
You had every right leave me
[Bridge]
E
I don't know why I'm writing this letter
D
It's been two years I should know better
E
You needed some space and I get that
D
But all I want is my best friend back
E
I try to move on but with no luck
D
'Cause every time I pass you I get restuck
E
And you probably hate me anyway
But I really just needed to say
[Outro]
E D
I hope I gave you space to move on
E
Please say sorry for me to your mom
D
And even though we didn't date long
You meant so much to me
E D
I hope this song can bring you some peace
E
Cause my other ones were not quite so sweet
D
We both deserve so much better things
N.C.
Thank you for being my first everything