Verse
F
Awkward, this is awkward
F
I don't what to say
I haven't written a letter
In about a year I think on the day
Your box is in my attic
With the journal I wrote when we'd date
It's weird now, years later
With my pen on a page
[Pre-Chorus]
C
And though I know
We don't talk much
A#
I've worked though all the trauma
C
And I really hope you're okay
A#
And want to reconnect someday
C
It's obvious I've hurt your feelings
A#
There's no excuse I was unappealing
C A#
And you have every reason to be mad at me
[Chorus]
C A#
I get that I've created somе scars
C
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
A#
But I miss when wе'd lay under the stars
C
You really were so lovely
A#
I don't fully know why we fell out
C
But I think it had to do with my mouth
A#
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
F
You had every right leave me
[Verse 2]
F
I'm tired, really tired
Still not sure what to say
I don't think you really knew me
Think you fell for the me in your brain
[Pre-Chorus]
C A#
And that's not fair for either of us
We deserve better
C
And I really hope you're okay
A#
And want to reconnect someday
[Chorus]
C A#
I get that I've created some scars
C
With the words I spoke and with my guitar
A#
But I miss when we'd lay under the stars
C
You really were so lovely
A#
I don't fully know why we fell out
C
But I think it had to do with my mouth
A#
I couldn't keep it shut and shut down
C
You had every right leave me
[Bridge]
C
I don't know why I'm writing this letter
A#
It's been two years I should know better
C
You needed some space and I get that
A#
But all I want is my best friend back
C
I try to move on but with no luck
A#
'Cause every time I pass you I get restuck
C
And you probably hate me anyway
But I really just needed to say
[Outro]
C A#
I hope I gave you space to move on
C
Please say sorry for me to your mom
A#
And even though we didn't date long
You meant so much to me
C A#
I hope this song can bring you some peace
C
Cause my other ones were not quite so sweet
A#
We both deserve so much better things
N.C.
Thank you for being my first everything