[Chords]
A#/F x22100
D#maj7 x02120
AmMaj7 x02110
Cm 244222
D#sus4 x02230
[Verse 1]
A#/F
and i've been running out of patience
D#maj7 AmMaj7
my poems aren't as clever anymore
A#/F
people say they're all too honest
D#maj7 AmMaj7
but honesty is all i can afford
A#/F
and maybe loss is not a bad thing
D#maj7 AmMaj7
'cause maybe i can write these songs again
A#/F
or maybe now it's just a pastime
D#maj7 Ama7
maybe i should treat it like a friend
AmMaj7
a friend i won't see again
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
cause i don't wanna die
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
but truly i don't wanna be alive
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
and turn into the puddles on your street
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
'cause i don't wanna die
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
but truly i don't wanna be alive
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
and turn into the ground beneath your feet
A#/F
'cause i've been losing all my knowledge
D#maj7 AmMaj7
sometimes i forget who i am
A#/F
and i'm in the mirror
D#maj7 AmMaj7
but i don't recognize that man
A#/F
and my mom wanted a daughter
D#maj7 AmMaj7
but she'd think it was absurd
A#/F
'cause as much as i feel different
D#maj7 Ama7
family won't accept those words
AmMaj7
they won't love me if i'm her
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
but i just want to change
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
and everybody tells me it's a phase
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
i don't feel right as myself
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
with my failing mental health
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
and i just want to change
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
but everybody tells me it's a phase
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
i don't feel right as myself
Cm D#sus4 A#/F
my body is a hell
A#/F
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A#/F
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D#sus4
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D#sus4
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A#/F
| x Dead note
| h Hammer-on
| p Pull-off
| r Release