[Chords]
C#/G# x22100
F#maj7 x02120
AmMaj7 x02110
D#m 244222
F#sus4 x02230
[Verse 1]
C#/G#
and i've been running out of patience
F#maj7 AmMaj7
my poems aren't as clever anymore
C#/G#
people say they're all too honest
F#maj7 AmMaj7
but honesty is all i can afford
C#/G#
and maybe loss is not a bad thing
F#maj7 AmMaj7
'cause maybe i can write these songs again
C#/G#
or maybe now it's just a pastime
F#maj7 Ama7
maybe i should treat it like a friend
AmMaj7
a friend i won't see again
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
cause i don't wanna die
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
but truly i don't wanna be alive
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
and turn into the puddles on your street
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
'cause i don't wanna die
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
but truly i don't wanna be alive
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
and turn into the ground beneath your feet
C#/G#
'cause i've been losing all my knowledge
F#maj7 AmMaj7
sometimes i forget who i am
C#/G#
and i'm in the mirror
F#maj7 AmMaj7
but i don't recognize that man
C#/G#
and my mom wanted a daughter
F#maj7 AmMaj7
but she'd think it was absurd
C#/G#
'cause as much as i feel different
F#maj7 Ama7
family won't accept those words
AmMaj7
they won't love me if i'm her
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
but i just want to change
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
and everybody tells me it's a phase
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
i don't feel right as myself
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
with my failing mental health
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
and i just want to change
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
but everybody tells me it's a phase
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
i don't feel right as myself
D#m F#sus4 C#/G#
my body is a hell
C#/G#
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C#/G#
D#|-2-h4-p2-p0------------|
A#|------------0-h2-h4-p0-|
F#|-----------------------|
C#|-----------------------|
G#|-----------------------|
D#|-----------------------|
F#sus4
D#|-2-h4-p2-p0---------------|
A#|------------0-h2-h4-h5-p0-|
F#|--------------------------|
C#|--------------------------|
G#|--------------------------|
D#|--------------------------|
F#sus4
D#|-2-h4-p2-p0---------------|
A#|------------0-h2-h4-h5-p0-|
F#|--------------------------|
C#|--------------------------|
G#|--------------------------|
D#|--------------------------|
C#/G#
| x Dead note
| h Hammer-on
| p Pull-off
| r Release