[Chords]
D#/A# x22100
G#maj7 x02120
AmMaj7 x02110
Fm 244222
G#sus4 x02230
[Verse 1]
D#/A#
and i've been running out of patience
G#maj7 AmMaj7
my poems aren't as clever anymore
D#/A#
people say they're all too honest
G#maj7 AmMaj7
but honesty is all i can afford
D#/A#
and maybe loss is not a bad thing
G#maj7 AmMaj7
'cause maybe i can write these songs again
D#/A#
or maybe now it's just a pastime
G#maj7 Ama7
maybe i should treat it like a friend
AmMaj7
a friend i won't see again
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
cause i don't wanna die
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
but truly i don't wanna be alive
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
and turn into the puddles on your street
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
'cause i don't wanna die
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
but truly i don't wanna be alive
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
and turn into the ground beneath your feet
D#/A#
'cause i've been losing all my knowledge
G#maj7 AmMaj7
sometimes i forget who i am
D#/A#
and i'm in the mirror
G#maj7 AmMaj7
but i don't recognize that man
D#/A#
and my mom wanted a daughter
G#maj7 AmMaj7
but she'd think it was absurd
D#/A#
'cause as much as i feel different
G#maj7 Ama7
family won't accept those words
AmMaj7
they won't love me if i'm her
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
but i just want to change
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
and everybody tells me it's a phase
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
i don't feel right as myself
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
with my failing mental health
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
and i just want to change
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
but everybody tells me it's a phase
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
i don't feel right as myself
Fm G#sus4 D#/A#
my body is a hell
D#/A#
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D#/A#
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G#sus4
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F#|--------------------------|
C#|--------------------------|
G#|--------------------------|
D#|--------------------------|
G#sus4
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F#|--------------------------|
C#|--------------------------|
G#|--------------------------|
D#|--------------------------|
D#/A#
| x Dead note
| h Hammer-on
| p Pull-off
| r Release